Existential crisis III

 Be kind.

Factors.

Stop being poor.

Be stable.

I am being stupid, got to keep it moving.

Why, is it, all petty?

It’s the thing I can’t do

It’s the man I won’t be

It’s the desire I won’t find

The kind of thing I won’t see

The one I won’t meet

The figure I can’t draw

The thought that I can’t think

I know I don’t know

The witch coveted which covered.

Watch those jumps to those conclusions.

A different kind of conclusion.

A fake environment : a fake scenario

The positive side of life. 

The negative side of life.

All character, all fine.

Lower elements of life.

Elements of life.

Higher elements of life

If I am not speaking to her and giving daily reinforcements of my love and commitment then I must speak to myself daily of my love:

Life philosophy/goals/plans:

The Jude Abides

What is a woman needing?

What else is there to do besides?

I am literally just trying to hold shit down.

When there is to much of nothing,

No one should look.

Bravery yes, 

Intentionality please.

Intentionality shuts down the evil machine.

The chick factor is why I blackout.

Go figure.

Intentional asshole:

I would be free falling’.

So who gets the meat and who gets the pepper?

Well shoot give me a call if you would like my help I have no idea what you are into.

Trying to pick my nose

But I can’t pick my nose

Because I already showered

Maybe tomorrow.

I was in the back of a car

Talking to Noah Kohl

After a night at Hotel Frank

And I told him that Ian Curtis died so that we don’t have to.

I have reached that magical and mystical area:

When it is time to do some things I do not want to do.

Seeing that girl smile is a gold mine.

I love you bitches I just can’t afford to tell you.

I don’t have to do a goddamn thing except pay my taxes and die.

Den it’s saying to me, don’t be wise.

I am not even that interested in humans.

I want to see how much space dust I can find.

Not being wise as case study in survival.

& die.

Finally understanding the wall of China was not built in a day.

I still don’t understand how bad life can get.

Forks 🍴 

Lethal